confusion, confusion

I'm still at a lost about my sch life now a days. im kind of like mass comm and after i graduate i wanna take private mass comm, i told my mom about it and she say shes fine with my decision as long as i am serious about it. the only problem now is, how am i to tell my dad that i want to take that course?

i told him before and his comment was a sacarstic one. i dread to tell him again cause i knew the answer would be negative. hearing his comment always makes me wanna cry and it demoralise me even more.

my dad told me " you think by taking that course you will get a job? you better think carefully lah." hearing that was like a knife slicing into my heart. i wanted to argue back saying, if taking that course cannot get a job, then how come ppl are still taking that course? my dad always think that he is always right. when we make our decision which is right, he think that we are foolish.

ok, i joined the audition of spore idol, but the thing is, i have to get my dad's signature. i havent turn 21 yet, so i need right? well, i dont know whether he would sign it. i doubt it. if he sees that approve form, he will say that i better concerntrate on my studies as i am graduating next month. haiz...

lets see how the latter goes by this coming week... till then, cheers peeps!