Everything is off!

Yes and I mean off. The party is off. Obviously I talked to my mum about it and she went berzerk! I asked her ' ma, can I have a bday party?' Her reply was a straight NO. I don't wanna say the reason why.And so I can forget about asking my dad.

They are totally unreasonable! I hate them. It's my 21st! But to them it's nothing. Its just a number. The number doesn't mean anything to them. I would still be under their wings until I get married. It's soo F up! Though, if I had money enough to plan for a party, that would be another matter. They can't say anything. Cause I'm forking out my own money.

I'm just too fed up to say more. Pissed and unhappy. With life, with everything!