stress n unhappy
OOOKEY I apologise I haven't been blogging. Actually I still don't have the mood or the kick to blog. I look at my blog every day thinking to myself 'damn this is soo miserable. Why can't I blog? what's there to say anyway?'
Anyway, what have I done in my life these past week. Finally, mitch's husband came home. I can now sleep in my own home. Though it was troublesome travelling everyday from her house to mine, but it was quite an experience.
Went for my 2nd interview at the same company. All I can say is, it was an interview that I will never forget for the rest of my life. I had to keep my emotions in half way the interview. I tried to appear strong willed but I guess the words was a blow to me. Qns were short and to the point so answering back was the most stressful thing ever.
Joline needed my help badly so I went down to help even when I was not feeling well. It was my first time hosting a small event and Im really thankful that she was there to help me through. The next day was alright until the last time slot. The kids were just soo hyper. I got soo stressed out and tired at the same time. Great experience, oh and thanks to tanya and api for coming down that day. It was nice seeing you guys. I had moral support which is really important for me on my first hosting event. Big big thank you! :)
I'm gonna start work this sat till the 9th. I was given a 9 days trial. Just to see whether I can handle events. I kept telling myself that I want this job. then next I'm flying back to my hometown for my cousin's wedding. I'm still in the midst of preparing a song to sing. It's nerve wreaking to find the perfect song to sing. Can I don't sing? NO. Can I try to fake that Im sick and I cna't sing? No.
The next stressful thing is finding what to wear. I want a dress and freaking hell my aunt can't make it for me. RIGHT, ONE WEEK BEFORE I LEAVE she says she can't make for me. I've been pissed with her and my mom since last week.July was the mth that I aked her to make. and only yesterday she say she can't make it?! I'm on the verge of shouting and throwing a fit. But i cant do it cause she's not here. talking abt them makes my blood boil.
What should I wear?!
Anyway, what have I done in my life these past week. Finally, mitch's husband came home. I can now sleep in my own home. Though it was troublesome travelling everyday from her house to mine, but it was quite an experience.
Went for my 2nd interview at the same company. All I can say is, it was an interview that I will never forget for the rest of my life. I had to keep my emotions in half way the interview. I tried to appear strong willed but I guess the words was a blow to me. Qns were short and to the point so answering back was the most stressful thing ever.
Joline needed my help badly so I went down to help even when I was not feeling well. It was my first time hosting a small event and Im really thankful that she was there to help me through. The next day was alright until the last time slot. The kids were just soo hyper. I got soo stressed out and tired at the same time. Great experience, oh and thanks to tanya and api for coming down that day. It was nice seeing you guys. I had moral support which is really important for me on my first hosting event. Big big thank you! :)
I'm gonna start work this sat till the 9th. I was given a 9 days trial. Just to see whether I can handle events. I kept telling myself that I want this job. then next I'm flying back to my hometown for my cousin's wedding. I'm still in the midst of preparing a song to sing. It's nerve wreaking to find the perfect song to sing. Can I don't sing? NO. Can I try to fake that Im sick and I cna't sing? No.
The next stressful thing is finding what to wear. I want a dress and freaking hell my aunt can't make it for me. RIGHT, ONE WEEK BEFORE I LEAVE she says she can't make for me. I've been pissed with her and my mom since last week.July was the mth that I aked her to make. and only yesterday she say she can't make it?! I'm on the verge of shouting and throwing a fit. But i cant do it cause she's not here. talking abt them makes my blood boil.
What should I wear?!
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