Monday, July 11, 2005

i need time!

was just reading my friend's blog and i totally agree with her. i have no time for my family n friends at all. it seems that i treat my home as a hotel. my whole mths planner is fully booked. since last two mths until now my planner looks filled up. no space for my friends. my calendar book consists of sch actvities n work. everyday go to sch in the morning, come home late at night. so basically i dont see my siblings nor my parents. some times i only see them for 10 mins and then have to leave home.i guess my family have to get use to it. i feel sad that i couldnt help my mom in the house work or help look after my sis while she goes to work. i really treasure the little free time that i have.be it half a day off after work. with that half a day, i could make up for a lot of things. its either out with my friends or be with my family. i dont like to come home and feel like a stranger who does not care for her family life.