hmm

i read hy's blog entry and i totally agree with her.

she said 'the most hurting about love is that when you love that person but the love do not reciprocate.' i totally understand how that felt cause it happened to me. i think.

anyway not many ppl read this entry so i think not many ppl would know who i liked. its kind of hurtful to feel that way. it makes you feel really down and dissapointed. when you say hi to him but he didnt say hi back. and to think that he knows im there and he kind of ignored me. thats down right rude. he should at least say hi. but he didnt.

i went into the shop just so i could see him and i thought to myslef that we could have a small talk but then we didnt. thought he would serve me but he didnt. in the end the lovely jason served me. sigh..i considered him my friend but i think he didnt consider me his friend. i read that he is a funny, joyvial person in his testimonial but the person i saw was of a diff personality. he didnt smile at me.didnt say hi.didnt even joked. what did i do that he sort of shun me?

i dont believe in fate but then agian, is fate playing me?