thoughts

Argggh.... it's such a headache when you are the one who was asked to help do document stuff for your mother's side. really such a headache. At the first place, the father was 'clever' enough to burn the important documents like the birth cert when my mom and her siblings were young. Now they have difficulties applying for one.

I have to log onto the internet to help them apply and guess what, one problem lead to another. there's such thing as applying birth cert through the internet. how cool but how inconvenient. Now the state and the city is all f**ked up. Theres no such province listed in the options area and now I have to wait. So tell me, does this have to drag on for many many months???

shit I tell you. Even the relatives are terrible. thank god they are not my cousins. they are my so called 'uncle n aunts' even they are younger than me. Their lives are just messed up. they ran away from home cause they could not take the presure from their dad I understand. Now, they take drugs, do bad things instead of doing the good thing. that's just terrible. Even this relative that I know,the last i saw her, she was okey. decent girl. Now i heard, she ran away from home with this man, and she's on drugs. tsk tsk... terrible i tell you. I don't know why they want to resort to drugs. there's so much things they could do besides drugs.

I'm thankful that I don't see them often.