i was looking at my cousin's picture on friendster and i suddenly asked my male classmate if my cousin is pretty. i was soo happy with his answer! his answer was NO!..muahaha...evil me for being happy that my cousin is not pretty..

okey seriously, i dont like the way my cousin looks. she is chao ah lian. she dresses like an ah lian and only attracts ah bengs BUT ppl say she is pretty! what were they thinking damn it. im not gonna compare her to me ( which is a huge difference). she is supper dupper stick skinny and i guess her assets are like AA... 'man' call her pretty. uuuhhhh helllo ppl?! where are you're eyes?? in ur ass!

we seldom meet cause i only go back like once in 4 yrs and when i stay with her, all the gross stuff starts coming out. like she would boast abt her relationships and once i was with her at her bf's house and we were chilling in his room to watch garfield and i sort of fell asleep. well looks like it. i actually was taking a very very short nap okey and when they saw me alseep they were happily smooching with the tounge and all! someore got sound okey! yuck yuck yuck! gawd, that was extremely grossed out lah.

well i like her cause shes my cousin and all but its just that i hate her lifestyle. she likes techno while i like rnb. during christmas, she brought me to a pub that plays rnb but there wasn't a big crowd. so disappointed lah. she should have brought me to the club that is at hyatt hotel but then since her bf n her are techno freaks, i can't phsyco them what. i ended up with her friends and her bf at a techno club. i was sitting down at a vip area where there was speakers at each end only a few meters away from me. i sat there and saw all the bengs n lians dancing. obviously some took pills. i even saw ah peks! the music sucks and i became deaf for 1 whole day the next day.

so thats why clubbing and i dont go together. well there are other reasons too but am lazy to blog abt it. its too depressing.